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I Cannot Think Any Title For This Post

2011-03-29T03:14:00.002+08:00

Ockay, this post is a real despo one. Well why not, March is going to the end in several days and I haven't make a post yet for this month. Well, apology for my absence, I am very busy right now, yes like a Prime Minister, I am busy.

Comes March, I had been focusing a lot in developing my software for final year project. Too bad to be good, I am using Codeblocks for developing my C language program and I was building for the Petri Net monitoring system programs. And praise to Allah I already manage to finish the software development and now I need to find out how to interface my programs with the hardware. So far I am ahead of my schedule and I am happy with the progress. (Actually this writing is part of my speech where I practice for the interview sessions , hehe)

Now comes April. 1st April, usually there are people out there who likes to make pranks on this day. Before it is too late, I want to share a story, I remember last year, I made a prank to a girl, turns out the joke is really sensitive, a hard one, I made her cry. Then after that we never being good to each other again. I feel like the most horrible man living on this planet. The point here is, it is okay if a prank or more is done, but don't over do it. Please, consider others first before launching the naughty inside you. I am talking from the experience here so hopefully somebody understands this. And for this year, I think there will be no prank from me. **serik**

#1 Request [Tentang Kebahagiaan Seorang Foreveralone]

2011-02-13T03:12:00.011+08:00

Now the request has come in. It's from the nufa. She asked me how happy am I right now. Well it can be explained by combining Heroic's request also. This guy asked me during our chatting and he told me to write about forever alone.

So, what is forever alone? Forever alone ni lebih kurang sunyi selamanya, hidup keseorangan, member lepak bawak awek kita datang sorang2, haa tu la definisi kecil pasal forever alone ni. Al maklum laa, sekarang ni dah dekat musim mengawan, semua topik perbualan berkisar kat situ jekk, tarikh keramat 14 Febuari semakin dekat, tak sabar sabar ditunggu tiba. Tak percaya ni musim mengawan? Haa tunggu la lagi 9 bulan tengok berape ramai baby kena buang nanti. Jadi sebab aku selalu sangat lepak dengan Heroic ni pergi sorang2, kekadang bawak member laki jekk pergi sekali. Kadang kadang tu, Heroic bawak awek, sorang lagi member aku Schomey pun bawak awek jugak, tinggal laa aku sorang2 melihat telatah mereka bermanja.

Ada la jugak selalunya kalau aku melepak dengan budak2 Neo ni, kalau pergi je mana2, mesti la member2 ni bawak awek jugak. pergi konvoi jauh2 diorang ade awek nak teman menghibur hati dalam kete. Aku? Aku bukak radio bahasa cina pastu duk mengulang orang cina tu bercakap walaupon satu jadah pun aku tak paham. At least ada laa jugak benda aku nak bercakap, iye dak?

Tapi selalunya, usually lah kan. Bila datang je waktu2 valentine's day ni, ramai la manusia2 forever alone ni naik runsingnya. Mane tak runsing beb, pergi je mana2 ada laa promosi valentine's day tuh. Alaa, bukan runsing pon, rimas mencekik je. Macaam la aku tadi, ada la member ni ajak keluar, nak beli barang katenye. Okay la, weekend kan, keluar la kami ni pergi lah mana2 shopping mall. Sampai je mall tu member aku ni beritahu dia ada ajak member die jugak datang, aku no prob la kan, dua jantan nak jalan bersame memang tak pernah ngam kena la ramai skeet baru havoc. Tapi member gua ni buat taik, hampeh punya budak, rupanya member yang dia ajak tu awek dia daa. Dah tu kalo awek dia ade, tak kan la aku nak menyelit sekali gak kan, nanti aku tak nak jadi pihak ketiga antara diorang tu, sebab pihak ketiga tu syaiton! And then aku blah lah kan, geli jugak aku tengok telatah mereke duk bermanja (bukan dengki eyy).

Lalu bermula la episod forever alone aku kat shopping mall di ambang Vday. Berjalan la aku sorang2, pergi je setiap ceruk memang banyak la sales tentang hari kekaseh ni. Pantangg aku jalan sikit, ade la promoter tanya "Bang ~~hensem~~, tak hendak beli ke hadiah untuk awek, Vday dekat dah ni." Haa lebih kurang macam tu la ayat dia. Aku sengih jelah. Kalao aku masuk kedai baju duk usha2 baju, ade jugak mangkuk salesperson ni duk tanya, beli untuk awek ke? Ish aku rase nak cepuk je miinah tu, aku duk belek baju laki (untuk aku la kan) ade ke patut aku cari untuk awek aku, aku bukan gay doe nak beli baju untuk laki time Vday plak tuh!

Last2 perot dah lapar dah, aku call la member aku ajak makan, dia kate set je tadak hal, member kitorang yang lain yang secare kebetulan ada jugak kat situ nak join makan jugak. So skang ada 2 couple, aku sorang. Jadi pergilah kami ke restoran yang agak romantik di tengah2 shopping mall tuh. Aku pnah pegi restoran ni dulu, makanan memang banyak tak hengat laa dalam 1 set tuh dan sebab makanan banyak ni la aku dah start menyirap sket. 2 couple tu best la diorang share makanan, happy je makan2 bergurau senda, kutuk aku tak laku la, makan cuap cuap, damn! Aku pulak, naik merah mata aku duk cobe perabeh makanan tuh. Taknak perabeh kang , mende mahal, aku sayang duit aku woo.

Abes makan, abeh gelak tawa, aiseh, enset aku plak abeh battery, tapi diorang taknak balik lagi. Tak puas bermesra lagi tuu, nak main ice skating pulaak (aiseh kantoi sudah nama tempat shopping mall bila sebut ice skating nih). Nak bermesra punya pasal, perut penoh pon xde hal la nak skating2 nih. Takpe lah, aku biarkan jelah diorang, kang kate aku dengki pulak (T.T). Aku pon pergi la Machines pegi charge ipong aku kjap. Sambil2 tengah charge tu aku belek2 ipad, tak menarek pooon.

Pastu aku bukak main la pulak macbook diorang, memang best la kan, cam biase la. Pastu aku bukak safari, aku type url blog aku, kot2 ade orang lain bukak bleh la bace blog aku kan? HAHAHAHA. Haa, yang suka berniaga online tu bleh la ye guna pakai idea ni, g kedai komputer mana2, bukak komputer diorang, tulis url bisnes korang, kot2 ada rezeki ada la bisnesnye. Lepas dah bukak blog aku kat macbook tu, bila pikir2 lame lagi ni diorang nak abes ber-enjoy, then aku amek la kesempatan tu untuk menulis post ini. Korang percaye tak yang post ni ditulis time duk machine ni laa. Kasihan aku kan, lama punya tunggu member dating, siap boleh buat blog post lagi.

Haa, amacam story aku? Rasa rasanya apa perasaan orang foreveralone ni? Sedih ke, tersisih ke, picisan kecil ke? Haa yang tu korang interpret sendiri lah ape perasaan manusia2 jenis foreveralone nih. Tapi perasaan aku pulak macam mana? Aku tak pernah rasa aku ni foreveralone, tapi ramai je member2 duk kate begitu.

Haa, moh kite menjawab soalan sedari nufa tentang kebahagiaan saya di waktu ini.

**Ahem**

Well, the story above is actually 50% inaccurate and I will let your powerful mind decide which 50% part of the story is true. Well it happened but not all. Mostly the story is for the joking purpose only, that's why it is written in Malay ~~because I feel stupid when I speak Malay~~. So how do I feel now? If you're active forumer in lowyat.net, you'll know how sad a foreveralone creatures are. People say I am foreveralone type. But I strongly believe I am not foreveralone.

I like my lifestyle now. I socialized too, a lot but controllable. If others like to spend money for their lover, I like to spend it on my car. If other's weekend was boring and they solve it by having their date with their partner, I stay at home and read storybooks, play games at home the whole weekend. While others like to show off their aweks or balaks, but for me I do feel proud hanging out with my friends. ~~Others like praise how perfect and beautiful or handsome their partner, well, I just can't stop admiring myself LOL>~~. I have nothing to worry of being single all my life and interestingly somehow people around me can't stop worrying of why I never be able to end up the single status streak. So as for now, I can say I am tremendously happy of what I have now. I enjoy friends' hang out, I declare my car as my wife, if people told me to get a life I laid my car. So there's nothing to regret of being happy as I am now.

Look, life ain't about love only, there's something bigger than love. Vday is just a crap business plan you know. Look how blooming the gift shop at these days. People are hunting for presents just because they can't afford to miss the so called special day. Don't ask me out on this day because I'll be singing Deftones! Yeah!

Well if there is anything else you want me to story about me or about my cute car or anything else, you can proceed at this link.

What's On Your Me?

2011-02-11T06:03:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I don't have a clue at all to babble right now. So, maybe you can help me writing. Tell me of anything that you want to know from me and I'll make your request as my next posts. Seriously talking here.

January yo!

2011-01-20T19:54:00.003+08:00

Oh here I am again, trying so hard to make a post every month just because I have made my promise to update this blog once a month. Like a faithful person, well here I am. So this post is for January post. January, hmm when it comes to January, people will think about new year. At this time, they will usually rethink about what they had done in the year before and making their own new year’s resolution. Well that’s a good thing as it makes you into a better person for each year. But sadly, the resolution only works for maybe around 3 weeks only, later up they’ll end up becoming the person which had come the year before that.

As for me, when it comes January, usually I don’t make my resolution, if I had, it is only for the purpose of bragging and show off just because I don’t want to left behind. Not to say making a resolution is out of time or resolution is only for those who likes of dreaming, it is only because making new year’s resolution is not working for me. January is the month where I could only think about my birthday. Yeah, I’m marking my own birthday, how pathetic I am right, but if there anyone who doesn’t did it? Well on my birthday, I’m not only thinking about my last year’s achievement, I’m reflecting my whole life’s experiences.

2011, now I am becoming 23 years old. Some may expect at this age sure this person must have been very matured and grown up, but I can confess, I am not reaching up to that expectation yet. Sure nobody at my age goes to mcD and buys a happy meal and plays the free toys alone but it still happened to me, owh how lonely I am, but heey, it feels good man. At 23, I never expect anybody to buy me a birthday present for me, well of course I am not, and who would buy me the presents? But again, my father did give me a present, he bought me an iPohne4 yo! Guess how happy I am of getting that phone, credits to my father for loving me unconditionally. I am happy to be belong in my family, I am very grateful.

And I believe after 23 years of living, I have a lots of good friends around me. Thank God I am making more friends rather than making enemies, oh God forbid.

What I want to point out here is, though I’m leading a very simple life, I am still being happy. So, this is me at 23 year old. Hopefully when I am 24^th, I would turn into a better person.

Happy Birthday to me!

December Post

2010-12-30T00:50:00.003+08:00

As usual, too lazy to make some updates and this one is for December post. Though I have something, many things to share but writing is never be as fun as before. In the past, when I want something to share, an issue to express, I would make a lot of sentences and write it up in this blog. But now, I always prefer twitting about anything, it needs not anything too elaborative to share what's on my mind. But as lazy as I am, tweeter also a bit abandoned lately. But tweeting is much more easier so I post my thoughts much at twitter rather than blogger.

So should I say blogging is way much backwards nowadays? Well compare to the enjoyment of blogging in the past and now, I can say blogging sure going dead sooner. Whatever it is, this blog I can say I will to keep it updated and alive as long as possible. (In before, I have a few blogs and after series of failed commitment I shut it down and opened up a new one.)

So here are some of my life's updated info (for those who miss me lar har har har).

1. I changed my rims ~~again~~

2. Follow me on twitter, amir7474

3. My car is healthy

4. My studies going wrong (judged by comparing my result and friends)

5. Next month is my birthday

6. Oh I already bought the FIFA2011 game. If you play it online, add me up ->ame88

7. Malaysia wins the AFF Suzuki Cup, quite impressive!

8. Next semester is the last semester, good luck to everybody!

9. Already read 3 novels, but too lazy lazy lazy to share the stories. Later if get some times will share

Last but not least, I will try to go to your blog sooner or later and leave some comments. (I always been to everybody's blog and read only, later I'll post the comments).

For this coming 2011, I wish everybody another successful year and a great health!

This is how I get a life

2010-11-05T06:56:00.007+08:00

If you believe there is a place in this world where you can be what ever that you want, trust me you won't find it. Hell, why bother to be something else if becoming you on your own is already a total misery? But if your world fails you, it is okay to dream about another world because dreaming is everybody's playground. But dreaming will never ever be a reality. I never find my dreams turn into reality, have you? So why takes your dreams so seriously. "Mimpi itu hanya mainan tidur".

I know this blog looks so mundane. Maybe for you, it's like a dream to see this blog to keep alive and updated. But for me, it feels like a dream to at last made an update. Life has been cruel for a while. It is a 'live or dead', 'take it or leave it', and 'what you give you get back' sort of life I am having right now and then. So usually, when life is hard, I thought, giving this lonely blog an update would help ease the burden for a little bit but it never works. The problems still need to be faced and nobody is ready.

But still I believe that this blog is the last chance for me to "get a life". Because this is the only way we are connected.

Fifa 2011 is all that I need

2010-10-09T01:39:00.000+08:00

Oh my God, is it the internet is now a really really boring junk today? I’ve been on every websites I’ve bookmarked and there’s nothing to entertain me. Blog hopping is also not really helping because nobody is updating theirs.

I know, my own blog is a boring blog too, even I myself did not know what to do every time I am here. This place should be bomb someday, I think.

All that I want now is the FIFA 2011 and a new gamepad replacement. I really really need them now but financial constraint and the final examination is around the corner already, I just need to postponed it. Duuugh, but it doesn’t helping at all. Everday I went to LYN just to read everybody is excited playing FIFA 2011 and everday I dreamt about Saitek gamepad. Oh God, help me!

Okay, that’s it for the first update in October

Men from the Boys, Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-17T00:28:00.006+08:00

Yeay, Selamat Hari Raya to everybody. When others complaining raya is not for them anymore, raya never been too lame nor too boring for me, I LIKE RAYA! Haha. Well, after a week, raya is okay and good. Still got some duit raya, nothing different from the past. For those who think that their age affect their raya mood then I'm sorry, you just did not know how to enjoy your raya.

During this raya also I had finished a novel from my no.1 author, Tony Parson. The book is ‘Men From the Boys’. Well the novel is the sequel to the ‘Man and Boy’ and ‘Man and Wife’ which I’ve read like 5 years ago. So as usual, Tony Parson really writes about men’s life, about our (men) challenges to face the reality in relationship, in our job, in parenting and everything about our past and of course, I like it and I take his story as very true.

Spoiler Alert!! (Been a while since my very last review on novels, I’ll try)

Well in this book, Harry the main character of the story is a divorcee and has a son from the previous marriage and now living with a new wife with a step daughter from the wife and a new daughter of theirs. And I pictured Harry as a loser in marriage and parenting. Since the book is about the relationship between men and boys, between father and son here I would like to focus on the son, Pat 15 years old. Both Pat and Harry were in hard times driven from various factors such as Pat’s mother, the school, the Pat’s growing up stuff and Harry is jobless has putted his marriage under strain his family is isolating him.

Well Harry’s situation can be seen as the worst situation of any father in this world want to be into. He is jobless, his second marriage is ruining, his son hates him and the worst is he missed his dead parents. And Tony Parson successfully create a character which helps Harry to overcome this problem and helps Harry see this life correctly and I don’t want to spoil more, Harry manage to regain his family’s trust back. Who is the character which helps him, you read it by your own effort lah.

And being a man now, though I celebrate raya like a boy, I knew that life is not about enjoying at all times. Sometimes I take my parents’ feeling so easily. There are several times, many times actually I failed them and sometimes I did not have that guilty feeling about it though I know I am guilty, but the feelings were not straight from the heart. Harry in the story has many things that he regretted about his dead parents and I too has many things that I’ve regretted. And in this raya luckily we have that tradition of seeking forgiveness from everybody especially from our parents. And after a week of Syawal, still I didn’t do that ‘forgiveness hunting’ from my parents. Am I a sinner? I hope not. Well raya like a boy la kan?

After a man dies, he leaves everything in this world except 3 things. These things will help him gain him pahala (rewards in religion) when he dies. That would be

1. His usable knowledge and being used until the afterworld.

2. His charity during his life

3. His children who will always doing good kinds towards others and who will always pray for their parent’s peacefulness.

So for those who have lost either their mother or father or both, Islam teaches us to always pray for their peaceful at ‘there’ and all of our kind doings will also be rewarded to our parents. Al-Fatihah~

And for everybody out there who knows me, Selamat Hari Raya. I seek for everybody’s forgiveness and of course, yours too had been forgiven, don’t worry, lol.

100th Post-versary

2010-09-03T03:14:00.003+08:00

It's September already, Friday, 3/9/2010. Now at McD Sec 14, PJ with Mr. Schomey. Aah, what a day to relax. Saturday will be the day when I will be driving home for Raya celebration. And now, I am proudly want to announce that I am assignment-free. Yes, I'll be going home for Raya without any assignment need to be done within the holiday. Thank God I was so rajin to complete them all. Oh yeah, MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA!

And now, I am also very proud to inform that this is my 100th post for this blog. After about 2 and a half years being active and half active in blogging, I can say this is my biggest blog I ever have. Thanks to those who had always come and read at my blog. And not to forget for every friendship that had started from this blog, everybody is appreciated.

ps/ this 100th post was reminded by a very thoughtful Mr. Schomey. (tak gay kan ayat nih? haha)

Update

2010-08-31T23:45:00.000+08:00

In my blog, I want you to see on your left side, at the post counting. See every month counting? Yeap, every month except on May, I only manage to update this blog twice per month. In May, I was at home and most of the time I am quite free, so that’s why explain the differences. Well before this post is made, trust me, I am very very wanted to update the blog, in continuing the 2posts per month count and now I guessed I succeed already. What can I say, I am a busy student.

And now, I am still busy as usual and counting days to go back to Kelantan for Raya. Before holiday, I have 3 assignments that need to pass and currently only 1 had completed. And now, I don’t have anything to write, so this is it, the second post for August. Selamat Hari Merdeka!

God Gives You Meat, so Eat!

2010-08-15T03:18:00.000+08:00

Everyone here knows that I have a big problem with cats. Cats and I will never ever have a close and peace relationship. Some of my friends say I am afraid to cats. Well, I am not afraid of cats, I just happened not to like cat which means I don’t like to touch cats, be near with cats and stare into each other. Well that’s just another excuse to make myself looks braver and manly haha the truth is yes, I am afraid of cats.

Another truth is, I don’t like fluffy and flurry things such as cats, rabbits, and even teddy bears (don’t dream I’ll buy you these things including the teddy bears okay?). Every time I touch that kind of materials I’ll be like, vomiting, high, dizzy, uneasy, and bla bla bla just to say that I don’t like it!

But these feelings never make me an anti-animal or racist towards animals as some people suggest. I love animal, I just can’t be with it. And to be frank I’ll never love animal the way some people did such as build a care centre for unlucky animals, the world needs that funds for better purpose. For me, the only way I can show my love and passions towards animals is by eating them. Yes that’s the reason why God creates animals so that we eat them. Refusing to eat meats (vegetarians) is like refusing to take the God’s rahmat. People need meats, so don’t stop hunting and eating animals. Of course we don’t eat cats, that’s too harsh and cats are cute right?

And I can say vegetarians are unlucky people in this world because they missed the most valuable gifts from God to us. Well, they didn’t miss it, they refusing it, what a jerk!

And speaking about eating, we all know this is Ramadan already so I wish everyone who read my blog to have a good month of ibadah and hope what is good can be carry on throughout our life. God bless you!

I Will Stop ..... Shisha-ing

2010-07-26T22:59:00.003+08:00

After two weeks, my car is now already in a good condition, a very superb condition. The brakes, the hood, the rims, the absorber all had been changed into more responsive and better quality one. Well I did those not because I just want to change it, but because they all were broken. Some just need a small repair while there are several that need to be change. And it had been a tough time for me to ride the car in that condition, well I can say the car is not on its standard when everything is not solved yet. Before everything was fixed, to get a 120kmph is a suffer and quite dangerous I can say, well the car become not so stable. Been trying to reach more than 120 recently with full load in the car and I can say better not doing it. For those who I’ve secretly made you involved in my speed experiment, sorry to say and thank you for being so quiet during the rough and tension trip, hehe, by the way, thanks. About the speed experiment, well I need to do it just to gain certain unexplained experiences. Hehe, that’s what a racer did actually, push the car to its limit and adjust it to get a better performance.

For two weeks I had been back and forth to the workshop and seeing my baby car being touched, knocked, inspected and ride by unknown person in that workshop is not an easy feeling. Imagine your loved one being touch by someone else, that’s what I feel about my car. I hate them touching my car and not being selfish, I am really grateful to them because treating and repairing my car very well and so quick. (Though at first I’ve lost my trust towards them because they need my help to open up the front bumper, what a noob!)

Taking care of a broken and sick car can be quite tiring and need a lot of money. Imagine what if I need to take care of a sick pperson, I just don’t know how to handle it. Okay, I try to imagine what if I got sick, sure it will be pain in the ass for any person in this world to take care of me, God please give me a good health, I don’t want to get sick. Seeing sick people for two months during internship made me appreciate life better (I think so la). So, it made me realize, I need to stop enjoying shisha. Well some people said shisha-ing is not as dangerous as smoking but for me I belief the risk is not worth taking.

Several weeks ago, while I was lepak-ing at Hartamas (there is a good place for shisha-ing there), as usual, shisha is a must. I inhale, I breath thick smokes, well what a good pleasure to have. My favourite would be the one that can makes you dizzy, a pleasure! But I know it is not good, getting dizzy on purpose is harem as well as getting drunk using alcoholic consumption. And before this I had a lot of bad experience with shisha, vomiting is usual several times when a very strong shisha involved.

So from now on, committing to get a better life and a good health, I wish to stop and restraing myself from consuming shisha. Even if I will shaking when I smell shisha from other tables, I won’t at all buy shisha. This is my promise to the world, I am quitting, this is it, thank you for reading!

LIfe is On

2010-07-10T16:17:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone, just to say that I’ve completed my training last week and all I can say is it’s awesome. I’ve learnt a lot there and I’ve appreciate everybody that I’ve met there. They all will be missed and remembered.

Now it had been a week already I am in Shah Alam, back to school. Well there’s nothing much to share as there is nothing much happen between this post and the one before this one, it is just I’ve already submitted my report, ON TIME, I’m awesome!

Just to share with everybody that my friend, mankeropok (he writes stupid humor stories and do enjoy his blog) and I found this super delicious burger outlet in Damansara Utama like 5 months ago and we’ve been a very hard die fans of them. The name of this highly regards restaurant is Darabif and according to the cashier they have another outlets in Sri Hartamas and Bangsar, never been there so I don’t know where it is. Well if you know Damansara Uptown I’m sure there will be no problem in finding this restaurant because, well it is just in Damansara Uptown nothing smaller than this place, and should be reminded that is is NOT UPTOWN DAMANSARA ok, it is Damansara Uptown.

About the taste, well it is seriously delicious that the beef is so juicy you can feel and smell the aroma of the beef and you think the cow still alive. Haha, kidding, but the point is, I want to say that umm, this restaurant can offer you tastier and super duper delicious burger compare to other fast food outlets such as McD and BK especially. Even their meat is thicker and softer and no doubt aaargghhhhh, super delicious I can tell you. Like seriously I’ve been to this outlet since last semester (and I am still going) and no doubt, they are still the best. And it is proudly own by a Malaysian. If you want to go there, go early as they close at 10pm, ~~what a lame~~.

Failed June

2010-06-28T23:36:00.001+08:00

If you read my last post, you know what I am supposed to do between this post and that post, well everything that I’ve planned before failed miserably. Now I am out of time to do everything, the report, the home duties, the assignments. Well it may look not so many but being RinG as I am, that’s already a lot for me.

And in this my very last week of internship, my last week of semester break, I can conclude this is the busiest break I ever have. I’ve spent my weekends mostly out of Kelantan (only twice remember I’ve spent my weekends at home). Busy huh? Well, I love travelling and the outcome is I’ve skipped my internship day for 5 times and it counts as a week.

Boring story huh? Well this is what I call a desperate post! So, this is it, an update. Enjoy my pren! Got to continue writing report.

Surviving June

2010-06-02T00:03:00.001+08:00

June is here already. 1 month had been spent for internship and there is another month left. As far as I’m concerned, I need to prepare my internship program report and finish my daily log book. So, since a month never be a long period, I promise in this blog that I’ll start making report by ~~tomorrow~~ next week. Hehe.

Plus, my final year project supervisor had given me a task for my project and I was expected to be fully prepared by early next semester so that we can start early. Too bad I didn’t understand anything he had given me to read. So, by next week also, I promise in my very own blog to start study harder items my supervisor had given.

This is the hardest semester break ever. So I hope I’ll have a success, amin.

Hospital, the Biggest Nighmare Store

2010-05-26T23:39:00.002+08:00

As well informed, I am currently doing my internship at Hosptial University Sains Malaysia (HUSM) at Biomedical Unit. Well my tasks usually need me to repair medical instruments like Syringe Pump, ECG, CTG, CCG, Slit Lamp, and Blood Pressure Monitor and if you are not informed yet, they all are electronic instruments so I am relevant to have my internship here. Hehe. Well repairing is not a big deal actually, nothing to proud of, but I am happy to get to know those medical instruments because they are not going into classes so, what a great chance to learn.

And super-ly happy, my tasks allow me to go through every corners in this hospital freely. I had visited operation theatre, wards, ICU, CCU, and most of them scared me a lot.

1. Operation theatre- I saw weakens people, so veggie, pity them.

2. Wards- Been to many kind of wards, I saw so many sick people every day. Usually I do pity them a lot. And sometimes I do disgust them, it can’t be help. Well, you know how sick people reacts, sometimes it annoys, sometimes it just so dirty, God, forgive for having this kind of feeling for these unfortunates. And this explains why I don’t study in medical fields, I can’t be with the sick people (I mean I can’t treat them the way they should).

3. ICU and CCU- I don’t know what differ them but seriously, it troubled me a lot after visiting this two places. It is so disturbing because people in these sections are too weak. I am so so so so so sorry to see them in that way, clinging on various kind of machines to support their life. Seriously if you don’t have a strong emotion, you’ll cry seeing them, especially the older patients. And I do realize people in these places didn’t stay for a long time. Today you go there you will see them, then the next morning they’re gone, only few stays. Then if you go again in the evening, somebody else lies at that bed, maybe that’s how ICU and CCU cycles work. I don’t know where they went.

Sometimes these visits also have a lot of funs. If you’re lucky, a lot of nice nurses will treat you well during the visits, young and old. Hehe. Sometimes when I went to psychiatry wards, I can’t help a lot my technician doing their works except trying to not to laughing at the psycho patients. Lol, they are funny a lot. And of course, I do pity these people because they’re not reacting they way they want. I pity the family most and at the same time salute them for continuing visits their ‘sick in the brain’ family though I know it is hard seeing the loved in that way.

And trust me, I am so happy to know all of the great members at Biomedical Unit, the staffs and other practical students, a very highly regards members.

Arghh!!!!!

2010-05-19T00:12:00.001+08:00

I really want to make some update but sigh, life is hard now. I am really tired from work (doing internship right now). So this update just to confirm that I am still alive. Haha

Cintailah Bahasa Kita

2010-05-11T23:49:00.003+08:00

Kalini izinkan saya menulis dalam bahasa Malaysia untuk kali ini. Ialah (Yelah), kerajaan kita rancak berkempen supaya kita mencintai bahasa kebangsaan, kita asyik buat tidak tahu sahaja. Jadi, untuk tidak merugikan kerajaan kita, untuk kali ini, kali ini sahaja, saya akan berbelog dalam bahasa Malaysia.

Tapi sebab saya tak ada idea nak tulis apa apa, jadi dengan ini amatlah berbesar hati saya kiranya setiap peminat2 saya baik dalam ataupun luar negara, pembaca setia saya, pengkritik budiman sekalian, maka silalah baca karya dibawah. Karya ini dipetik daripada saudara Encik Comel ataupun dikenali sebagai Encik Safwan. Rujuk di sini.

Petikan yang dipetik:

K3G

Tajuk macam gempak.

Apedehal la dengan K3G ni kan?

K3G ni ialah Karnival Kerjaya & Keusahawanan Graduan. Tahun ni akan berlangsung lagi iaitu pada hujung minggu ni, 14-16hb May 2010 di PWTC.

500 MAJIKAN bermurah hati menyertai karnival ini.
15000 PELUANG kerja.

Kalau baca tajuk pon dah tahu kan apa motif Karnival ni. Nak tahu lebih lanjut? Klik SINI.

Kalau anda rasa anda :

- sedang menghabiskan duit mak bapak kat rumah dan kena bebel hari-hari.

- ada sijil degree atau diploma dalam laci, tapi tersimpan rapi tanpa guna sekali pon lagi.

- masih berbangga dah dapat grad, tapi tak sedar dicemuh hari-hari sebab tiada kerja.

- dah ada kerja, tapi kerja sekarang ni gaji cukup2 bayar PTPTN je.

- kerja anda sekarang ni tak ada kena mengena dengan course yang ada ambil kat U dulu.

- tempat kerja anda dipenuhi Mat Bangla dan selalu kena gangguan seksual.

Jadi anda boleh cuba menjadikan karnival ini sebagai batu loncatan, atau game changer dalam kerjaya anda. Siapa tahu rezeki anda di sini.

Tanpa perlu membaca bebelan seterusnya, anda boleh klik di SINI untuk mendaftar secara cepat, mesra dan betul.

Kalau nak lagi hebat, klik kat SINI untuk konfemkan kehadiran anda.

Berdasarkan maklumat yang aku terima, ada 200 terminal disediakan pada hari Karnival tu, bagi sesiapa yang tiada perkhidmatan internet dan nak pergi CC macam tak 'in' dengan diri, boleh mendaftar kat sana je. Tapi jangan komplen la ketiak basah sebab tunggu turn nak guna komputer tu. Ramai gila orang kat sana. So, klik kat link aku kasi tu untuk kesenangan bersama.

Oh ye. Korang semua boleh hantar resume pada hari berkenaan dan ada walk-in interview lagi. Pakai la smart-smart sikit k. Mana tahu ada awek-awek kat situ. 2 in 1. Dapat kerja dan jodoh sekali gus.. auww!!

Home and Alive

2010-05-09T01:57:00.003+08:00

Another semester is completed and I am glad I still alive and the world still here. Plus, I'm home and surprisingly I manage to save some money and so far, I am not broke (well usually I'm broke the day I arrived at my home).

My plan for this semester break is too complete my internship successfully. Yes, I'm having my internship program during this break for the whole 2 months. So, good luck to me, and of course to all of my friends too.

To start my holiday havoc-ly, yesterday (8th May) I went to Lembah Bidong at Terengganu to join several of my friends from the Neo's club. Well, Lembah Bidong is well known for us for it's 400-500 meters straight track and guess what we were doing there. It was a drag battle! At first I didn't have any intention to join in the drag event, I was there because of my friend's request only (to make the crowds) and also because I just arrived at Kelantan the day before (7th May) and my ~~lovely~~ car and its ~~handsome~~ owner still tired from the traveling.

But then it turns out not to be like that. I've got some invitation(s?) to duel with them. What can I say, I just accepted it and wallah, I've won! Congrats to me. My machine is great, I love it.

Ask Me, Tell Me

2010-04-21T03:45:00.003+08:00

Infected by Safwan, I make a formspring account too. So feel free to drop by and ask me anything or comment me anything, or insult me anything, everything is acceptable.

CLICK HERE

Bittersweet

2010-04-19T00:58:00.003+08:00

Life, I don’t understand life. I don’t know if you or anybody else understands it. I believe if a person understands his or her life, he or she shall succeed and life goes beyond far from their expectation. Some people look their life from science perspective (Albert Einstein), some might look into the tiny world of digital and microprocessor (Bill Gates), there are also certain people who understand life via many discipline of life such as mathematics, geography, and astronomy (Al Khawarizmi), and let say there is only one person whose understanding is far beyond ours, this person understand His Creator, His people, His life, and though he is illiterates, his preach is still moving now though it is started hundred years back. Well, let us take a moment to selawat to him, who is our own beloved Prophet Muhammad s.a.w.

These are the people who understand their life most. They knew how to make the chances, spot the chances, grab the chances and they utilise it wisely and they have become the greatest human in their life and through our life they are still remembered. But how do I understand my life, I still don’t know what am I in this life. All I know in my life is to always be happy and try not to be sad. Happiness is my everything and I know life isn’t supposed to be happy at all times.

I am happy to know that now I have someone special to love but sadly I don’t know is it real love or it is just a matter of pity? It is also unhappy to wonder whether my love is enough or not for her, or does she love me too or, I’m thinking if we are faking our feelings because both of us were in the state of ‘stirred mind’ before we met. And I still have this thought in my mind whether is this just a normal crush or not but I swear this ‘crush’ is a little bit different from others. Is it because this girl is braver than others that makes me ‘cair’ to her. Whatever it is, if this is just a normal crush, I can be me again without any problem but to say this relationship is nothing and has no effect on me it is the blackest kind of blasphemy.

Last week, I was quite happy to join my two friends’ family gathering. Well I was there accidentally and you know how weird to be part of somebody else’s family dinner because you don’t know anybody else there except your friend. Seeing how love between family still exist in this world despite of current issue of throwing out babies, killing children, killing parents, killing siblings, I am so grateful to be part of my friend’s family dinner though I don’t contribute anything to cheer up the dinner but I am happy because at least I was in the family reunion mood. Too bad, too sad, it is a very long time ago since I was with my family and I miss being home.

Too good, I am so happy I have great friends to accolifmpany me here in Shah Alam. I have a lot to thanks them especially those who are at the rented house, at UiTM, at class, the Safwan-Adil-Min-Jarir of MRSM Langkawi, at Neo Performance Club (promote skeet.. hihi), at Petaling Jaya, and not to forget at the Segi college too (though we hardly know each other, everybody are simply good friends). And because I was always with my friends, I always happy with them.

I am prone to be happy all the times but there were times when God tests, happiness is taken and sadness glooming. Life becomes bitter everyday and all He wants is us to remember Him and pray to Him for guidance. After that happiness will come again. That is why bitter is sweet. Setiap kejadian ada hikmahnya.

PS/ I wish my friends Good Luck in examinations!

This Is For Everybody

2010-03-26T03:25:00.002+08:00

One of my new year resolution is to get my blog keeps updated. Now it is almost April and my resolution is having a gloomy future. Everything about my new year's resolution is getting into failure day by day. My blog, my life, my study, my family's hope towards me, everything is in uncertain.

Nothing is certain in this life, but at least we can plan our life and I still fail to plan my life.

Blogging is one of the most enjoyable thing I had done in my life. Everyday, I used to visit other's blog, my mind is always thinking what is next to update, my mind is full of ideas. I used to love blogging and now, I just loveD blogging.

But now blogging is not my priority anymore. If in the past my mind used to thinking about blogging, but today it is not anymore. I have something new in my life to think about. Yes, this thing is really enjoyable. This is my first time in my life. Yes, this is really my first time and I'm afraid. lol. But things still in gloomy state. "SHE" confessed, but I'm so young, I'm so naive, I am so flattered, so I said, 'relax'. But I always think about her.

Love is taking over blogging in my life. But love is something I never want to be certain. She wants love but I ~~want to get laid~~ don't have love in me.

This is what currently happened to me in this few days, few weeks ago. So this explain why updating is so rare right now. (Ape kaitan eh ngan aku tak update? macam xde kaitan, aah biarlah)

This is a Joke, I am So Hot

2010-03-03T21:31:00.004+08:00

Malaysia, a country where I can say a little bit moving backwardly. After 53 years of independent, after hundreds of years being ruled by Westerners, there is a thing that I am not satisfy with Malaysia.

Yesterday, today, the coming days, the weather is hot. Yesterday, I didn't stop sweating and changed my clothes for 4 times. I bathed for many many many times. Today,I didn't change that much clothes because there will be no more clothes for tomorrow. The day just getting hotter with this guy. Seriously, he has no life, that's whyhe never gets LD.

But the point of this post is, I am really dissapointed with Malaysia is because we still don't have snow in our land. Call me crazy or what. All i want is snow! Malaysian shouldrealize that we've been cheated the whole life. We need to revolt our way of life. Hot and humid climate is not relevant nowadays since the thinning of atmosphere. People, let's call for a change, push our Government to turn our climate into four season climates.

PS/ this post isjust for fun, I'm just kidding. So desperate to make some update since there is demand for it. To Malaysia, don't sue me. Hehehe

Story of Their Life

2010-02-16T02:43:00.003+08:00

Recently, there are too many posts I've read about feelings, about love, about hardness going through life without the special one, especially from this guy and this guy. Well just like a man turns into a wolf when the moon are shining, I don't know if any places out there, the 12 planets in our galaxy made a straight line and turn my friends into a sadden and heart throbbing creature. Maybe life is too hard for them.

But my life is never easy on me too. Not to blame my friend's post about how gloomy this life is, I too had gone into a phase when my heart was throbbed, my mind unsettled, and things never going right for days. It happens not because of girls are ruining my life, hell no. My life is different with my friend's who I mentioned earlier. While they was sadden with their life, I was sad with other's life, when they were happily going out with our teacher back at MRSM, I was suffered at Gombak area in some place called Pondok Penyayang Raudhah. Well, story of their life, begins.

Last 6th February, I was following my housemate's class from other faculty into their charity event at that place. Well, at first I was told it was the place for the orphans, but when I was there, they are also hosting the single mother and the problematic teenage. The objective of the trip is to entertained the people there like doing some activities that helps to motivate them and gotong royong stuff.

When I was there, I pitied them. Not to pity why they were there, well I think they were there for good reasons. But I pity them because of the place they are living. It is too bad to be good. My rented house back in Shah Alam was way so much comfortable compared to theirs. They were lacked of so many facilities such as a place for a good sleep, to have a good meal, to study in a very comfortable environment, to have your body bathed in clean and tapped water, well they don't have any of these. When I was into their hostel, and entering their toilet, I saw this kid, a small kid, tough kid, brushing his clothes. Screech screech, screech, so faithfully brushing off the dirt. When I was that age, my dad still doing my laundry.

If the kid was sent by their parent because they can't help changing their children's bad behavior, well I think that is okay because the kid will only living there for a while. But try to imagine if there is a baby who was raised there and lived there, and face the truth that is their home, well I can't imagine that. I feel terrible for any children who was raised in that kind of place. I can't imagine if I was destined to live there, can I survive? I don't think I can. This trip really affects me, even days after that trip, I always think about them. Even when I want to do something the people of lifestyle of the rich and famous did, the mood will gone whenever their fate crossing my mind.

But going to that place also marks the lowest point of my life. I have done something that terribly affects my credibility. This kind of shame is greater compared to the shame when someone noticed you are not zipping your pants. Well, now, the story of my life. Everybody that closed to me knows that am afraid of cats, right? well, I never feels weird telling people I am afraid of cats, but I am most embarrassed when I reacted when cats are 'attacking' me. What happens there is, when I was at that place and listening their ustaz's lecture, well I don't bother to listen and read an pamphlet. I was very very very focused on the article when I was looking in front, there, standing (or sitting?) a cat, looking at me and I was shocked, and I jumped and attracts everybody's attention, and the cat was walking towards me, and there, there it is the most part, I hugged my friend just like a girl hugging a man when she saw a cockroaches. Can you imagine that? God that was so embarrassed! Everybody laughs. The lecturer laughs. The kids there laugh. I was a laughing stock for the whole day.

My story of lowest point in my life.

PS/ I am sorry if anybody of you who read this had lived there or any place like that and I sound like "what-the-hell-with-this-guy", I never mean to be rude by lowering your class and status of your living place, but to show that I am concerned with your hardness and difficulties. I hope anybody who lives in this kind of place will do well in their current life and their after life too.

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-16T02:16:00.002+08:00

And this update this specially made for my ~~beowolf~~ beloved friends, Heroic and Mr. Schomey. And that's it, just an update. Kwang kwang kwang kwang

Update

2010-01-23T22:06:00.003+08:00

It is been 3 weeks already since the new semester began and I still don't have that loads of assignments and anything to keep me busy. I already finished reading two story books and finished watching a Korean drama and life is still dull and boring. Nothing hectic happens to me so far and it is way way too boring here. And if this continues, my 2010 resolution of gaining better results compared to 2009 will goes down into the drain because I will lost the momentum (well, currently in highly spirits and very motivational to study and what a waste if there is nothing to do). But for sure, in my 6th semester, I decided to majoring in Instrumentation Industry for my studies.

Well, from the beginning of my life in UiTM, I actually decided to roll in Electronic field just because I wrote in my school's biography that I wanted to be an Electronic Engineering, but things doesn't and never going as what we had planned, right? It is not because I am not good in Electronic that I decided not to roll in, well I am good at it actually but I decided not to bound my life to what I had wrote in 2005's school book. Besides, I lost interest in Electronics due to a reason that will not be revealed here. So, I took the Instrumentation Industry. I don't know what it is and 3 weeks already I still don't get the pictures of what am I learning so far. What to expect in this field? Well, I don't know that too.

And last 20th January is my 22nd birthday, thanks to everybody for the wishes and prays and gifts and treats too. And not to forget to my house mates who celebrate it the traditional way of throwing the flour after the football game, it really stickied to my body and hairs. Thanks all. And surprisingly, most of the wishes that I got said "hope all of your dreams and wishes come true". Well, what is that? I don't remember if the wishes years before were something like this too, but if it always being like this, well it is like telling you that your dreams and wishes will only be dreams and wishes, they never get into reality. Well it is so true actually, I never have my dreams come true. Not because I dream big, but because I don't have the 'kick' to make it into reality. Anyhow, all of the wishes are still the best present and whatever wishes they are, they made my day. But I ~~hate~~ disagreed when people telling me this, "22 years old and never tastes love, Happy Birthday" (well sort of like that lah), well it makes me feels like I am having a problem with my social life and of course I am not. I am just happy the way I am now and not having a girlfriend is never an issue to me because I am not anyone else who thinks life is lonely without a partner and I think otherwise. And again, thanks for all of the wishes, everybody is great!

Hope For A Better Year

2010-01-02T02:25:00.005+08:00

Like it or not, 2009 leaves us all in many ways we all never wanted it to be. I love seeing 2009 passed and hope 2010 can offer me better. Well, for me, everything in 2009 is not going very well. For both semester in 2009. I got my PNG going down, well it is always going up during 2007-2008. I know it is lame blaming the years for my downturn, but I hope it motivates me to do better than yester-year.

But, 2009 brought me seeing many great and famous people around Malaysia (yeah, Malaysia only, don't have chances to going out). Making friends also great during 2009, I make a lot of good buddies during the time. [Sorry la Safwan pasal member2 ko, aku harap 2010 ko jumpe member2 yg best dan cool nnti. Haha] Most of new friends I made are within the Neo's club. Well, why not, I've been into 3 clubs already and the second one is the best ever experienced. And I hope 2010 will brings me into knowing more fellows at the faculty. Well I am most sucks knowing people at classes, I don't know why.And I hope blogging will be much better in 2010. Compare my post in 2008 and 2009, how it decreased so much~

So, as for the preparation to enjoy for the whole 2010, I had bought myself a camera. Well, it is a Lomo type and I get a Holga 135BC only. Hmm, it is always my dream to own a camera but the technology sucks my dreams away. Since the creation of DSLR type, camera is never any cheaper. all priced at the blood sucking range (I quoted a good and a high end quality camera, so it is expensive, who cares to buy the not so quality one?). So, after getting a lomo, I assume my childrenhood's dream came into reality now. So, why not click HERE. I created a flickr for my pictures and to share with my friends and currently only one roll of film had been developed, others will coming soon. If you want to buy one, it is cheap, really cheap. Ask me if you don't know where to get it because I've already joined a lomo's society. Hehe.

Well, Happy New Year everybody! Have fun!

ps/ so much hope had been poured for 2010 and it is only 1st of January, I'm freaking out now if I can do it or not.

Not A Rock Not Yet A Diamond

2009-12-18T01:13:00.008+08:00

Few days ago (actually it is not just few days ago, I frequently visited his page but few days before are too boring so whenever I am online, I was there.. haha), I was sticking to Paultan's blog, he is an active automotive writer. He writes about cars all over the world and he is Malaysian and of course he writes about Proton and Perodua too. And I am more into his Proton's writings, not because I own one, well I like reading about Proton and despite everybody's doubts and hating towards roton, surprisingly, there are still many of them are eager to know and have an updates about Proton .

Surprisingly, Proton has gone beyond more than I know. They have built their own engines which is the CamPro and CPS, starting to develop the electric vehicle technology, the still under development hybrid system, our own turbocharged engine!!!, the first national MPV, and a very highly regards the MEM Proton Satria Neo Super 2000 rally car(weeewwiit!!). Well, look at that! Look how much Proton had moved. See the differences at their early years when our first national car, Proton Saga was rebadge from the Mitsubishi technology of Japan and their current achievement at global stage? Proton now and then has improve so much in less than 30 years, well I just can't help proud of the national car.

But too bad, so sad there are still people out there who are still bashing and hantam the Proton as if Proton never change from 20 years ago. These people are demanding more from Proton. They want Proton to be fast at least can beat the Type R, they want the quality to be like the BMW or Merc, and there are some idiot out there who likes to compare Proton with other highly regards manufacturer such as Audi, Bently, or Jaguar. Well, comparing is good, but at least let it be on par la. They want good things from Proton but want a teh O kurang gula price. Some people going very good about saying not to proud driving a national car and die in it due to lack of confidence in safety measures, so 'stereotyper'. I hate these people (especially the Japanese car fan wannabe), if they have much money, okay that's good, go make your own car and have fun.

Well, these people forget why the Proton was built at first place. They forget about the low class family in Malaysia who can't afford a pricey car. I believed Proton now is in the right path for success. The reason they build such 'not so quality' cars is because to make sure that they can target every economical based classes in Malaysia.People in Proton has a business mind and they cannot leave the poor but need a car rakyat. Imagine what if Proton doing all of these fast and highly quality where when you crash into a lorry carrying cows and the car did not split into two, I don't think ~~my grandfather could afford to buy his new Proton Saga BLM yesterday~~ everybody can afford it. And I hope Proton would never in their mind to produce any fast car because as we all know Malaysian drivers are reckless and immature in driving. Worst, try to imagine if there is no Proton. What would happen if Proton is never here. Imagine those foreign manufacturer came and selling their cars at high prices because they knew, without local cheap cars, they can selling their products higher and their accessories also will be tag at a car cost. Foreign monopoly is not healthy to our economy, it is way dangerous.

Anyway, yes I do agree Proton are still much backward compare to other manufacturer, they still need to make changes. They still have many problems to counter. What I can hope is they do a lot more R&D, try to make everything cheaper especially their after sales service, and still being competitive and relevant. They are not shining like a diamond yet but in the future I believed they will shine and they never be like they were 20 years back when producing a tin milo car. Well, at least there are no more power window and gear box problems like we have heard before, but if there is any, it is minimum compared to years ago. But still as a Malaysian, do not condemn the them, support them and be proud to have a national car manufacturer.

Aritu Tu Aku G Bercuti

2009-12-15T02:25:00.003+08:00

I still remember that day back in December 2005. It was raining and there were no electricity at all at the hostel but everybody's mood is at their own peak because it is our last day of SPM examination. Well, the feeling of getting out of school is good, very good. It feels my entire burden has been lifted as if God has blessed me in the ~~non successful of two hours EST examination~~ examination hall because the feeling is so calm, so peaceful, so doped by the very extraordinary emptied brain. Hahahaha. My youngest bro just finished his SPM and well, it just reminds me of those good days.

So to celebrate the fact of there would be no more in our siblings sitting for SPM, we have a nice trip to Penang last weekend. Well, the celebration is just an excuse so that our parents would let us go having some fun and of course giving us some money. Yeahaa! (And I'm bringing along my cousin who just finished his SPM).

The trip was a lot of fun. I wonder why I like so much travelling to northern region but I know they have a lot of nice places. The main agenda going to Penang is to be at Pesta Penang, to ride those crazy adrenaline rush machines. (If you never know what Pesta Penang can offer, well they have machines just like the Genting [not the mesin judi but the roller coaster and space shot stuff, well something like that] have except the Pesta one is more crazier and crueler, trust me).

Overall, the trip is a great one and the only thing that spoils my vacation is my exam result . It was released in one of those holidays. Well, again my grade is a little bit going down and thank God I am still in the safe spot but now is under a very very deadly parents' watch. What can I say, 2009 is not my academic year. My grade going down in both two semesters in this year and I hope 2010 will be just like 2007 and 2008 and would be much better. Anyway, just like last semester, the frustration is not permanent and I would be lazy again but I hope I would change, for good that I hope.

Broke Broke Broke, Got No Money In My Bank Now

2009-12-07T02:00:00.003+08:00

Yeahuu, this semester break is so much of fun. I did not involve in any working area. I just stay at home. But the fun only happens after my 2 weeks of struggling to find a job and sadly I didn't found one. Working, hmm all that I wanted is only one month and nobody wants to hire me for a month and most of the reason I got is they are waiting for the SPM school leavers to apply, well probability these ~~dropouts~~ kids are staying longer than me. Even after begging I don't mind I got my salary being cut off, they still don't want to hire me for only a month. And now, it is too late already to find a job because I won't make any one month working time anymore.

Well, actually I am in needing some money now. Though the minimum I can expect to have for this semester break is at least RM500, I failed to achieve even a cent. Well, there is so much I want to do with the money that I am so desperate now. I need to buy new clothes, a new laptop (yes remember, mine was stolen and yes my parents do help me but their allowance to buy the new one did not suit my budget. hoho what a spoilt I am), and the most ridiculous thing I want to do is upgrading my car so that I can enter a drag session next year, yeah, what a dream. Stupid dream I guess. But I really really really want to join at least one drag session, it is kind of cool I think seeing my friends joining it. But, never mind, it is just a dream and dream will always be a dream.

I know RM500 is too little to get everything that I wanted. But at least, at least, at least...... well I don't know what I am hoping for. Even getting a job is hard enough what else to make a RM500. And I know asking from parents is an okay but I don't think it is a good solution. Come on, I'm 21 and going 22 in just a month (everybody, get ready for this.. haha). And my parents already agreed to pay for my car's major service and it is superbly expensive, I never can afford to pay the service charges and plus I need to do some tyre replacement because the old one has a problem with wet traction and I had skidded several times and it is dangerous and my mother is well convinced yippee. So they had spent a lot of money there for me and I didn't have the ~~ball~~ heart to ask for more money. Okay, let's eat the frustration.

Now I am happy working at home. To pay back their kindness for paying the stupid expensive maintenance for my car. From racking leaves at my house compound, washing the cars ~~everyday~~, clean the house, cooking. Sounds easy right but surprisingly it are way too tired and I never get everything done until now. and I'm doing this because my mother still cannot find a replacement for her house cleaner which retired for a year already. Well, a cleaner where she came every weekend to clean the house, yeah that type, we don't need a full time maid that's a waste I we think, and now I'm replacing her for almost everyday. Now I wonder how my mother keeps the house clean all this year, it must be a tiring session. I cook? Yes cooking, ~~I love cooking and~~ I wonder why I didn't push harder to get into culinary course years ago and now suffering in engineering world, but thank God that pain is sweet. But it's okay, I am happy now doing all the house chores. It makes my love for my house grew bigger. Home sweet home and the sickest thing about these things is I haven't going out for almost 3 days and it sucks. Boooring!

2009-11-26T02:47:00.003+08:00

At last, after a whole year missing my sister, she is back from New Zealand. Well, I don't missed her that much but my parents do, seriously I don't, haha. And she is here bringing along her friends ~~so that I can choose which one (or two or three or four) I want to take as my girlfriend~~, flocking into my house (and they stay for several nights!!!) leaving my dad and I being uncomfortable in our own house (seriously, there are many of them). You know what, at first meeting (with my sister and ALL of her friends) my face really gets blushed. I can feel my face warmed and its getting hotter, and hotter and hotter and warmer. Oh my God, all I can do is pray so that nobody noticed it (though I know they are all not blind). hen, don't know how red it can be and I don't want to know it either, I chiow somewhere else. I don't know why I easily get blushed when I am with girls who I am not familiar with and it always happens(most of my friends know this). Then, the next day when I know more of her friends is coming to the house and stay for a while, I decided to ~~leave my dad alone with the girls, have fun ~~dad!~~~~ pack my things and moved to my grandparent's house. Haha, shame on me for being such a cocky shy boy.

So, I read this when I was with my grand's.

Reading from the covers, the title is Book of Tomorrow by Cecila Ahern. Well, I think this is the newest from her and this is my first time reading her book and I don't know her. So, reading some synopsis at the back of the book, the impression about the story is about a book which tells about your tomorrow. And the main character in the story, a girl name Tamara has to decide what she has to do with her already-know-tomorrow-fate. Then I read, and read and read and I found nothing interesting about the book. The book is a crap. The story is all about the girl's life and the ending is only about the girl's life, means there are nothing about the mysteriousness of the book revealed which I was hoping for. I don't like the story, I don't like the book. If you're a girl, a good girl, this is a good book for you. Good boys don't read this book, bad boys don't read this too. This is a girl's book. I regret buying this book using my last part of my scholarship. What a waste (that is why I am so ~~angry~~ ~~hormonal~~ upset now.)

But if you're planning to stay at your grandparent's house for a while and they have nothing to feed your fun-and-enjoy-till-die life, so this book is not that bad to read but still, it is a bad book. So, don't buy this book! (unless there are some terrorists putting your neck into the edge of the sword forcing you to buy this book, so you buy it)

Move On laa

2009-11-21T01:23:00.006+08:00

Remember Hai-O? The one who appeared in local television with stupid acts and makes everybody in Malaysia laughed out loud over the expressionless advertisement, do you remember it? Well, if I'm not mistaken, Hai-O is the company who distributes the water filter which carried the Bio-Aura brand, correct me if I'm wrong. Well, think again, why do we need the water filter and why selling the filters could make people rich.

Water filter, hmm, I do have one at my house, not a Bio-Aura product, but a kind where you put the filter before your tank so that the water in the tank is already filtered. Well, I am not to brag that my house has one, but to appoint why do we need them? Take a look at your water bill, what kind of service do you pay to the contractor (at my place it is Air Kelantan Sdn Bhd) where the rates are so high and all that you deserved is a gold-like coloured waters. I know some of the rates are dedicated for maintenance, for supplying the waters, for the amount of water received, but the exact amount of bills we pay here, do you know at the more civilized (modern) country we can get a cleaner water supply. It is clean till you can drink from the tap, do it here and the next few hours you'll get cholera that I'm sure.

Ever heard any business man from Europe, American, Oceana get rich because supplying water filter? Noticed that in film people from these continents drink right from the tap? Serving the guests with water from the tap! Well, that's what I want from our own tap. Give me reasons so that the bill is worth every cent. Come on la government, open up, wake up, make these contractors improve the water quality. Think what happens to those who can't afford to buy the damn filters. Last morning they buy new white clothes, the next day the white colours turn out gray. And the worst will go to school children, I had once during my primary school, it sucks. Now I have grown up, the quality never improved, I ought for improvement.

PS/ wish somebody from the water agency to read this.

Starting Over

2009-11-20T02:05:00.004+08:00

It had been a very long time ago since the last time I make a review about books that I read. Well, this is my latest reading, another book from my favourite author, Tony Parson

Well, just like me trying to start writing again in this blog (and of course getting everybody's attention back) this book tells about a man's life trying to rebuild his life after getting the second chance to live.

Well, it is a good book to have to kill your (or is it only me who have..) free time during rainy season? I don't quite sure whether this book is good or not but because Tony Parson is my favorite author, anything that he wrote suit my reading style. Usually, it is all about a man's life turns sucks due to difficulties which any man could have in their own life. That is what he usually wrote and I like reading it.

Starting Over gives you the real situation when a man whose life is a so-so, I mean he goes to work, he make sure there is food on the table, giving his children educations, doing the house chores and so on. To make it simple he does what an ordinary father and husband do. This story tells us (I refer to man) that it is not enough. Being a father to your own child is not enough. Being a husband to a wife too is not enough. Our way of life demands men to act more than a father and husband. And George only realizes it is not enough only when he gets a heart attack. And for the sake of continuity of the story, Tony Parson elaborate what we (again, to man) should really do to make our (man, again, well this is a story about a man's life) family being together. So what we need to do? You read it on your own and lu pikr la sendiri.

George who had a heart attack was given the second chance where he was given a new heart, to survive. Here, Tony Parson wants to teach every man in this world to take care of their own family more than they expected. Second chance in this book is to make us think, what if we never have the second chance to build our family. To correct what we have done wrong in building the family. So, if you're a family guy, buy this, and read it. I don't know how to explain more since I don't have my own family yet. I mean a family of my own wife and children.

PS/ this is only my personal view, nothing great actually.

Well, update

2009-11-18T15:52:00.004+08:00

Hehe, well it seems I am too busy to make some updates before this. Well, the another semester had finished. Last semester was a superb hectic one. I never knew why I don't have time to blog, I was too busy. But hey, the semester is over and all I want is the best result for the exams. And the best part when the final examination is over is you are at home!

By the way, before reaching home, I was with my friends, we were traveling throughout the northern peninsular. Hehe, seriously it was fun and I hope we will make it again someday. Well, I've been to Perak, Pahang, Terengganu, and lastly, back to my hometown, Kelantan. The journey was a budgeted one, we just stroll wherever we found interesting such as Teluk Batik at Perak(dunno the exact place), Menara Condong at Teluk Intan, Teluk Chempedak at Kuantan, seeing the Kemaman city fired by flames from the something to do with Petronas places, visiting the Masjid Kristal at Terengganu and lastly, going to the the biggest museum in Malaysia claimed by the museum itself.

Seriuosly, it is fun to have a journey like that, anybody who read this should plan one. Well, the cost is not to high as you're sharing the expenses with your friends. Well, try have one.

And here I promise to try to get updated more often. Hehe

ps/ if you think this post sucks, well it gets harder to start writing again after you leave it for a long time, I'll try my best next time. Peace

New gadget

2009-09-28T17:06:00.001+08:00

well, needless to say more, I bought a new iPod. Huhu. So happy to have it and it superb cool! Thanks to those who gave me duit raya. Thanks! Thanks!

Everything Is Here

2009-09-23T02:59:00.004+08:00

Well well, it's a while since the last time I'm blogging. Well, needless to elaborate, I'm kind of busy and I don't have a computer to blog. Where is my computer? Well, stolen when my house was robbed.

Okay, first of all, all I want to say is Selamat Hari Raya! Forgive me if there are any mistakes that I did in my posts that hurts your feelings. Well, I'm sorry too because hasn't been to your blog for a long time, I try later.

Okay, if anybody out there who interested to know what happened to me for the few months ago, here it is:

1) I'm busy, I learn too much something that I don't understand so time was managed to release tension, not to study had. haha

2) My car give me a some minor problems twice. First, there is some error electronically but after it gets done, my car feels like a brand new one. Second, my tire flat. Worst, it happened at Putrajaya and what makes me feels like crying is my spare tyre has no pressure. Suffered for a while, luckily there are supportive friends who help me out there. Thanks guys.

3) I have some dental problem. At first day puasa during the very first sahur, my tooth broke and when I go see the dentist, well...... all I remember about dentist is pain pain PAIN. (T.T)

4) My new driving record going back to Kelantan for this Raya is 6 hour and 30 minutes. Impressed? Well, I do.

5) Well, I always wants to update this blog but never have enough time, plus my new house still did not have the access to Internet. Well, now I'm renting at the other place. Much much cheaper but the house is quite old.

6) My phone sank into sink just now when I was washing the dishes (tu la, time basuh pinggan pun nak main tepon).

That's it. Hope you enjoy reading some update here. I'll get this blog updated much frequent next time, I'll try my best.

Merry Marry

2009-07-01T01:02:00.005+08:00

Well, I have something that I want to write here actually. So, as usual, before I start my writings, I would start with visiting my friend's blogs first, just to have some writing feelings and to get used with words. Hehe. So when I get into musica and heroic's blog, well they have one thing in common, sharing a tag and surprisingly, musica tagged me. So here it goes..

1. how old are you?
21 years old, just registered with SPR yesterday.

2. are you single?
Yes I am but I'm looking forward with an ahmoi I've been lepak-ing for 2 weeks already. 16 consecutive days I've hanging around with her, wow, I'm impressed she's really cute!

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
35 and above, dunno why

4. do you think you'll marrying the person you are with now?
i don't have partner yet but the ahmoi is so cuute! wish the religion, race, and culture differences won't be a major problem in the future. hehe

5. if not, who do you want to marry?

the ahmoi's sister. haha

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
maybe somebody who is from my family, never think about this.

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
traditional sudeyh

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

any island in the world as long as it is not the Langkawi. haha

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
i'll post about it on myspace, on facebook and not to forget to announce it in this blog so everybody can come. haha (mati la ramai)

10. will that include your exes?
thank God I don't have an ex and I don't need one.

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
emmm, go ask the lady!

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?

morning, like heroic, after Subuh, a good day to start with (maybe)

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.

Aaaa, people don't play musics during wedding at my place. so, I have no idea, again, ask the lady!

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork? knife?
The right hand style

15. champagne or red wine?
Ask the lady! Haha, kidding, marah pulak Nik Aziz karang, sarsi is enough.

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
RIGHT AFTER THE WEDDING! I don't bother to help cleaning after the kenduri so it is better to leave. (n_n)

17. money or household items

money, we need it for our honeymoon. hehe

18. how many kids would you like to have?
Aaaa? Kids? Kid cannot a?

19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
If my 35 years old is still photogenic enough, I don't bother to hire a pro. Hehe

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
The flower goes to achuteradeh, ariana, cik kiah, izzah ismail, javas (ntah ko bace ke tak), kak norae, just engaged princess liyana,shotliver, turtle's, and syahirah lalala.. please do! hehe (again, just realize most of my blog list members are ladies)

No tears

2009-06-20T02:20:00.003+08:00

Last two nights, somebody post on his Facebook profile that he was watching a Japanese drama, 1 Litre of Tears. Reading through the messages replied for him, it seems like a very good story to watch. So I get on the Youtube and watching it.

AwSOOOOME!

I like the story very much. Well, I've cut my sleeping times just to watch the drama. Plus reading the comments put by other users also quite interesting.(well I do like reading comments. hehe) Many watchers said they cried a lot, some says they cried at every episode, others said they cried whenever the actors and actress cried (lol) and the worst might be the one who claimed they cried 2 litres or more of tears. haha.

For me, I don't cry. I don't know why it is hard for me to cry. Well, now I'm waiting for the final episode finish the buffering, so let see whether I'll cry or not. (Many claimed the last episode is very eyes watering. huhu)

Updated

2009-06-16T01:17:00.001+08:00

I've done some update at my blog list, so if i've done some mistake, do notify me, i you are not there, feel free to tell me.

Regards,
RinG

~making friends is fun~

The Feels Of Being Explored

2009-06-16T00:39:00.005+08:00

Sometimes when we see people who are in trouble it remains only as a trouble. We don't feel it, we don't understand it, and we just give a sympathy look just to show our concern. Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. People who were raped, do you know what do they feel? Do we understand their horror? Do you want to know it? Well, I assume many don’t want to experience it, well I would say don’t. Do you know how it feels? Well, it feels terrible! Imagine somebody who is cruel filling his heart with darkness crossing, exploring, searching, messing up into your body, how do it feel? Disgusted? Well YES!

Why do I know this? Of course I’m not being rape.

Well, last weekend my family and I were out of state, and when we’re back, it turns out our house was robbed. I lost my laptop, my mother lost all of her jewelry, and luckily we’re not the type who put a lot of money in the house. Well, we’re okay, I’m okay. What I hate about this robbery is when seeing how my father reacts, well, I pity him seeing he cried. Thank God my mom is okay though she’s the one who lost biggest.

The police had done everything that should though it feels disappointed to see how they do their job, well not putting them into a good standard. We too do seek an Imam to pray for us and for sure we too pray for all of these shouldn’t happen anymore.

When my friends ask me how is everything? Well, it feels like being raped! Like I said, “imagine somebody who is cruel filling his heart with darkness crossing exploring, searching, messing up into your body, how do it feel? Disgusted? Well YES!” It is too disgusted to imagine somebody who is bad entering our house.

Almost get there!!!

2009-05-31T02:26:00.003+08:00

I am 21 now and I'm still trying to get my best hairstyle. I think I don't have much time now since I'm losing my hair so fast, darn! Three days ago, I went to a salon, well to trim my hair a bit because there are few people starts ~~ordering~~ asking me to cut my hair short. Well I don't like it short and I prefer to trim it a bit.

So then, I was in this salon and I was almost transformed into a girl's hairstyle, thank god she noticed it earlier. I don't know how she do it but I look stupid and was so embarrassed, pissed by her laughter. Sadly the hair must be cut a little bit more and plus the earlier cut, I have a lot of haircut that day.

So now, my hair backs to normal length though it still long for certain. Again, I failed to see if I'm good in long hair or medium long hair. Short haircut won't make any good as my hair well you know, not so thin like 5 years before. By the way, the massage is great, I like! So, that's all for now, just want to write something. Hehe.

Add Me

2009-05-27T15:05:00.003+08:00

Dear everybody, I made a Facebook account!

Last night was way too bored. Suddenly I realized I just finished making one Facebook account. Haha. Well, I started to like it and don't know how to stuck with it like everyone said. Still learning how to handle the site and making something fun with it.

Maybe I need more friends to make mine more enjoyable, so anybody out there who has one, add me. Thanks.

Help the Needy Reads

2009-05-20T16:01:00.003+08:00

When I start owning a car, I have done some revision on my financial for the whole semester. This is to ensure I won't die starving because I need to pump my car and fuel is never expected to be cheap in years around. My new budget is about turning the unnecessary spending into a more economical and healthier spending such as, instead of having a sweet drinks while having meals I ordered plain water, I eat breakfast so that I can skip the lunch because it is cheaper in that way plus I don't really like lunch, don't know why. Stop buying the novel is the most drastic action I've done so far.

I don't know why I like reading novel so much because I lived in a community where people don't read but for me(for me only la), stopping reading story books is like killing my senses.I have tried reading downloaded novels but it never works like switching plain water from sweetened drinks. I am traditionalist so reading a real book is more enjoyable compare to what you read at computer. You won't get those nice book smells if you're reading from computer. Hihi.

But now the semester is over, I am home, penniless and still can't afford to buy one. Even my stomach now is functioning because of my parents' mercy (and not forgotten to God). So if there is anybody of you out there wants to share your books, feel free to post it to me. I am very grateful to cilok one of your good books. Hehe.

Teacher's Day

2009-05-18T15:20:00.002+08:00

Anybody who can read this blog must have at least a teacher in their whole life. If not, well I think you're gifted with readings. Well, I have a lot of teachers and their main job is teaching of course. There were some who dares to pinch me, ~~kick me, spank me, stab me,~~ squeezed my ears, and scold me. One even throw a shoe on my face because I was so stubborn to get awake for Subuh prayer. There were also teachers who are so kind to me, they ~~threat~~ treat me with foods, clothes, some even generously patted on my back (feels good though I like it). Whatever my teachers had done to me, it makes me who I am today and I love my life now. Thanks to them.

At the night of 16May, my brother send a text message to my parents, and it says "happy Teacher's Day, thanks for teaching through my whole life". At the time, I realize parents are my teachers too and I ~~never appreciate~~ take things easy on what they had teach me . So, mom and dad, Happy Teachers Day. And not to forget to teachers, ustaz, ustazah, lecturers, Happy Teachers Day too. Every lessons you give, all is appreciated regardless of times when I sleep in class or not. hehe

L.O.L.O.L.O.VE!!

2009-05-13T16:50:00.004+08:00

Hi all, exam is over and now I'm in Kelantan already. If you miss me, kiss me through the phone ya, haha. Kidding.

he next day after back home, I was in Penang, sending my brother to Penang Matriculation, a place I used to study. The college had a lot of memories. It's the place where I found a cute girl. I use to have a crush on her but the friendship remains as a friendship. I never told her about my feelings toward her.

Speaking of love, I don't have any experiences. Whenever love struck, I just ignored it because for me, love is just a feeling. Well, that's me, I hope anybody who read this and have a life partner, I hope love that you're having is not for the sake of fun, but it is the love that guide you to heaven.

Kelantan VS Selangor

2009-04-24T15:01:00.002+08:00

YOU ARE ALL INVITED TO WATCH

MALAYSIAN FINAL FA CUP

VENUE: NATIONAL STADIUM BUKIT JALIL

DATE:25 APRIL 2009

TIME:8:30PM

TICKET PRICE: RM15

SUPPORT YOUR TEAM, SUPPORT LOCAL SPORTS SCENE

MALAYSIA BOLEH

GOMO KELATE GOMO... hehe

Have My Fear?

2009-04-20T02:42:00.005+08:00

No, it is not about exam. It is about my hairs. Well, I'm starting to loss hair heavily that I'm sure. My forehead is getting wider and shining. For months I've been keeping my hair long and it covers my forehead so I didn't notice the changes. Recently while having a new cut, while washing my hair, I noticed that my forehead is bigger than usual. Thinking of my grandfather and uncles who have the same problem, I might inherit some.

So now, my hair will always be long and covered my upper face. Better enjoy my limited-hair-glorious-day now than never.

Halo!

2009-04-06T22:46:00.003+08:00

Since the last post, my life (Yes, I have a life) is a hectic. Too much things to do between the times. Millions of assignments had been sent, lots of quizzes had been given, and trillion of Ringgit had been spent. Several tests were ~~failed~~ done in either success or glory. For now, there will be only one more project to present and submit.

Well, speaking of money, there were lots had been spent and now I'm worried. Any careless spending will equalised my stomach with people in the war. Haha. Last week is the week where I started my own recession. Well, I had changed my exhaust setup. Hehe, if you think I'm the one who revvs their cars with loud noise, sorry I'm not that typo. My exhaust setup is to increase the pickup, not to increase the speed and for now, the money I've spent is 200% money satisfy. Besides, there are no big noises like the one you hear at F1 cars. The new settings did not affect my car's noises.

Oh ya, speaking of F1, well yesterday i went to see the race at Sepang Circuit. This is my second consecutive times going to the event after one year before. Thanks to my uncle who cares to share his lots of free tickets with me. Hehe. Well, the race is enjoyable. To see the race at starting grid and in front of pit stop is way much entertaining compares to what you've seen in television. Though the race is not finished due to the heavy rain, I still like to be at the circuit, be part of nation's pride.

The final exam will be in two weeks coming. Nothing I've done to prepare for success. Anything that I do currently is to fail my parents and my life. No matter how I look onto my own life, I never regret of times I had lost to study. Why? Somehow, the fear of failing is never in my mind. I think I had evolved into somebody else. Somebody who don't think about their life. Please pray for me so that I'll study more. It is not just studying that I want, I want to pulun, so that I can be what a parent wants from their children. God bless me.

Mahu Update

2009-03-18T17:34:00.004+08:00

Last weekend I've been to Johore. A trip to convoi my cousin's wedding. Because my parents can't make their trip to Johore due to certain result, they send me. Sigh, luckily I've got my cousin's friends who accompany me through the journey. Well driving to Johore is very interesting though. 4 hours driving (proud having a fast nation car, ingat BMW je ke yang laju?) to Pontian from Shah Alam is very fun.

I found wedding ceremony in Johore is hugely merrier. This is my first time seeing a wedding ceremony with 2 times of kenduri, my first time seeing kompang squad singing songs, my first time seeing a very very long akad nikah. I don't know if other states are doing like Johore, but I never see it at Kelantan. Kelantan compare to Johore is very much simpler, and boring though, but Johore is way too decoratic and havoc, I mean on how they handle their ceremony. Eh, did I mention earlier that this is also my first time seeing people doing silat during wedding? Well, at the wedding, I think the whole village wants to perform their skills. From kids to old persons, everybody wants to demonstrate their silat skills.

Then after coming back to Shah Alam I got fever and flu. Flu looks like won't go away anytime sooner. Sigh.

Neo Fear

2009-03-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

Lately while driving I always saw cars at upside down condition. Surprisingly, most of the car that I see usually is a Satria Neo model. Driving the same model and passing by to see it in that situation... the feelings is indescribable, sometimes it's nagging. But I never blame the driver. No, it's not the driver's fault. It's the machine.

Experiencing Neo is not like experiencing other cars. I take VOLVO car as example. Say you press the pedal, it accelerates and at no time you're at 120-km/h. Yes, you can feel it, the power that moves your body in a very short moment is fun (it is adrenaline). But that's VOLVO. The whole universe knows about this. How about Proton? Well, I drive Satria Neo and it is the best machine ever built in Malaysia that I'm sure. Floor the pedal, then you never know at what time you reached 120km/h. Usually, I'll be like this:

me: oh, it is 120km/h, ok slow down

...... 20 seconds later

me: man, this machine can't slow! [GRINNING]

So, whenever you see any Neo flipping down side up, don't say the driver is stupid, careless or whatever, you just need to say, whoaa, kereta dia lajuuu... hehe.

It is never our brain fault that makes us look like a stupid driver, it is about enjoying our ride that makes us driving like chasing the speed of light.

I develop a bad hobby now.

.....

Of course, I don't want to involve in any accident, just having some fun.

Rindu

2009-02-26T19:38:00.004+08:00

Somehow I miss my sister very much. Seeing her picture posted in Myspace make it worst. Though seeing her recent pictures makes me glad she is fine and healthy and make friends, I still can't get rid my worries for her. I need something more than pictures to trust her.

Should I flee there? Haha, maybe!

Financially broke

2009-02-25T00:36:00.004+08:00

Seems like the world recession and depression had plumbing my pocket. I don't know how but somehow I am short of money. I don't know where did I spent the money. If I have RM10 and spend cautiously but at the end of the day, I lost it without knowing where had it gone.

I don't know if I can survive till the end of semester. Hopefully I won't asking extra money from parents by that time but it seems impossible.

Again, I survived from Hell

2009-02-22T20:32:00.004+08:00

Yes, I wrote before that I'm rolling out of hell. Last two weeks had been a very hectic week for me. Imagine four tests in two weeks and the side effect is I completely lost my soul and fetched it at the Hell's door. Scary~

So, last weekend had been a great time to rest. I sleep, I do nothing, I read novel, I surf the net, and then I do nothing again. Aah, what a harmonist way to have some body and soul relaxes.

Last two weeks also is the day where my sister officially went to New Zealand, Christchurch (if I'm not mistaken) to study. Though she and I used to not seeing each other for a long time (we study at different places and her place always better than mine), but I already miss her. All that I hope is she's doing fine there.

pS/ shotliver, if you found her, you drag her to your Salsa class and Kendo is better. She's dying of boredom. Hehe

I'm Free!

2009-02-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

At last, after almost 2 years living without Internet, my rented house has gained the access. Because we can't subscribe to Streamyx due to house developer policy, we take iZZi. Though it is a bit pricey, but it is worth it.

So far, the connection is good, very good. The download and upload rate is better compare to Streamyx especially during peak time. iZZi is a wireless Internet provider. Even though connection without wire usually got a bad review from technology wise person, I think there is nothing less with this connection type.

I hope somebody from iZZi read this and give me a free gift for a good review. LOL

This award goes to

2009-01-29T20:08:00.005+08:00

As introduction, I want to seek an apology to Miss Izzah Ismail as I am very very late collect an award that you give me. Sorry sorry sorry. (Don't stop awarding me.. hehe)

After more than 4 years of blogging and changing about three blogs, this is my first time receiving award. So, let's start this by saying "Special thanks to Miss Izzah for the award".

So, following the regulations, I am going to forward this award and the next four lucky receivers will be (read this as you see in Grammy Award ceremony.. hehe):

1) Cik Kiah: A girl who I knew in blogs life and I think she's coool.. heheh

2)Mr. Schomey: budak skolah aku ni, nakal nii..

3)Miss Shotliver: Somebody who I envy her very active life. (ps/ if you don't understand the picture above, do tell me eh)

4)Miss Turtle: Aah, young and famous lady.

Meet the Guru

2009-01-27T15:06:00.003+08:00

I attend a wedding ceremony and all that I'm very happy to see is Tuan Guru Nik Aziz, the Kelantan MB. Even though I'm a Kelantanese, this is my first time I got a chance to meet him.

too excited!!! can't stop smiling.. hehe

he runs before the camera snaps

Reviews

2009-01-12T14:11:00.004+08:00

Remember about one of my post, that I said I’ll stop reading novels once the semester began? I wrote that before the last semester began. The truth is I still read novels.
While I was cleaning my closet I found a lot of the novels and as far as I remember, I never make any review on the novels. So, here are the reviews.

First Book:

The Loner by Josephine Cox

This book is all about a boy’s life that makes his own living. I don’t quite remember how this book excite me but if you’re a boy, growing up to be a man and still not appreciating of what you had have in your life, this book can makes you a better man. It makes you realise how hard to live in this world without working hard and to have a good family is important so that no children will left alone. It also teaches you how important to be a good leader in a family. A really good book if you are living in wealth and want to appreciate of what you have. Don’t buy this if you’re a woman, it is just about a boy’s grown up stories for you. ß My friend said this, hehe.

Second Book:

An Ocean Apart Away, a World Away by Lensey Namioka

Asian born writers always are my favourite. Their writings somehow closed at heart. Well, Lensey Namioka is one of the great writers I know though now she’s living in United State. Well, this book surely about an ~~Asian~~ Chinese girl who really wants to succeed in her life. Back to early 1920’s where women rarely achieved high education; she is determined to be a doctor. Well, she ended up studying in America. I really enjoyed this book because it really motivates me to study, study, study, and less play. Haha. Imagine how hard at those time for a Chinese girl to travel across the globe from the China to America. Just for a reminder, there are no planes at the time. Only 197 pages to stride, it is a very good light reading for weekends. Good to have at least one of a book like this.

Third Book:

Reader’s Digest Select Edition

I stole this from my sister. Nothing is great about this book. It just a collection of several good and boring stories. Follow the Stars Home, Hunting Badger, The Quiet Game, and Second Wind are the stories included. Too bad from me to steal this kind of book, too bad for my sister to have her money spent on a book like this. I’ll never buy Reader’s Digest collection even it is the only choice I that I have.

Other Books:

I too download some novels from Internet and usually I don’t finish it at all because I don’t like reading novels on computer. Make my eyes burning. But there is one book from John Grisham which is very good. I don’t remember the title and it is already deleted from my hard drive. But mostly, I never finished reading novels on computer. Still prefer the old ways of flickering, not scrolling.

Currently Reading:

The semester is just begun and there is still no big assignment so far. So to keep me entertain I am reading a very very very catchy novel now. Now I am reading the second volume of The Black Magician Trilogy by Trudi Canavan. If you like fantasies and magic, this is an alternative for Harry Potter and Lord of the Ring. Trudi Canavan has always be my favourite writer for this kind of novel. This trilogy has three volumes which are The Magician Trilogy, The Novice, and The High Lord. Oh, I just finished the second volume and the third volume I left it at my home back at Kota Bharu. Can’t wait for the next holiday, I just ~~desperately~~ need to continue reading the trilogy till ends.

Oh ya, Trudi Canavan has another trilogy, it is the Age of the Five. It is also about magic and fantasies in their own world. If you’re happen to buy or read the Canavan’s trilogy, I highly recommend for you to do it at once. Don’t think twice, just grab it and live through the stories (I even dream living in that world once, hehe). Both of her are the best, trust me.

Will Be Idle

2009-01-03T12:32:00.002+08:00

Now I'm back in Shah Alam again. Classes had started last week. Three days ago, I went to Telekom Malaysia to apply for Streamyx. Too bad my rented house is not accesible with the Internet. So I guess blogging will be idle for a time.

Hmm, boring..... New semester just starts and I don't feel like ready.

arghh, my mind jammed, gtg..

For My Love

2008-12-25T00:17:00.012+08:00

Cheewah, I wrote that title.

It's been a while since my last post. The last post tells about flood, but now, I having a great day without rain, only cloudy. Well, it is a good weather for my love and me. Eh, my love?

Hehe, lately, I've been busying myself working days and nights, rain or shine just to serve for my love. Every day, my mind is only running for the love one. Who is my love? What do I do for her? Well, I guess this is the right time for a brief introduction.

Bloggers, this is my love, Neo. Neo, these are bloggers. Haha. Lately, I've been working, experimenting, thinking, surveying just to make sure my ~~love~~ Neo get the best.

First of all, as you can see the face of the Neo, under the front bumper I had put an original R3 splitter. Though it looks little, the price is huuuuge! Well, thinking to put it just because of a very dull looks which every Neo have in town. At least the splitter help to improve the image a bit. Well, I can, SEXY.. hehe

Remember about several last posts when I said I want to get a new set of rims for my car? Well, I got one. Just did it yesterday. I'm waiting untill at this time because I was waiting for my examination result. My plan is if don't get good grades, so there will be no new rims until next semester. But too good, I got a good result. The highest I ever achieved in my life. (but not that high la.) So, after my parents nodding for approval, rim hunting began and there it is. I called it as a shoe for my love. Miahaha. Here are the pictures of the car at various angles:

This is the stock rim, can say good bye already.

Some says it is a frog car due to its size.

Right rear view

Left rear view

Just trying to be a good photographer.

Well, about the rims, I choose that style because I want some differences with others. I'm not the one who copied others just because it looks good on other cars. Besides, my motto is 'Dont spend too much but gain a high satisfaction'. The rims is a so-so price only. For me, the rims suit my taste.

Well that's it. Lot of money had been sacrificed. For certain people, they will say what to what rights do a two doors car worth spending that much, and there are also who will be a no at all. For me, it's worth every money that I struggled to collect and work.

Modification in waiting:

Drop in filter
Exhaust system
Stickers (no idea, help me please)

These modifications need to wait another semester is finished. Need to save some allowance first.

ps/ Don't be sorry if you understand why people eagerly modify their car because before I own this car, I too don't understand and think it is a crappiest way to waste your money, but now, I'm in the league. Can't help with my new passion.

Lambat kawin laa nampak gaya

We are sick over frequent floods

2008-12-03T12:23:00.002+08:00

This is from the previous post..

In a year, there are 12 months with an average of 30 days in every month. In a year, we have 365 days to live and work. In a year, there is a month where the east peninsular of Malaysia will have monsoon season. The rains are heavy and continuous in this season. Usually, the monsoon starts at the end of November till the end of December. At other times usually it will be a hot and warm weather with raining at certain time.

~~During~~ Every monsoon, the road that leads to my house will be full of water. This happened every year. Every year, there is a month when the contractors and engineers came to our place to ~~just blindly~~ see the problem at our place. By the way, it only happens only when the people complaints the matters to our wakil rakyat.

What I really don’t understand is why can’t they solve the problem before the flood happens? If their reason is because they can’t get the real picture of the problem and must see the flood with their own eyes, why do they need to see it every year? you have plenty of days during ‘dry season’ to do your job, but you choose to do it at the hard time. Come on, you’re contractors and engineers sure have good brains, that’s why the government pay you. The problem only happens at the old and small residential areas yet they can’t fix it. I wonder how they do their job at the town.

But the real disappointment is with the wakil rakyat. This wakil rakyat is a woman. But her man always speaks for her. How can her husband always speak for her job? She needs to be more accessible and professional. I say this not because she is a woman, but because she is a politician. A politician should speak his/her own mind, not their partner. When my father wants to speak the matters with her, only her husband is available (maybe the husband should contest at the next general election.. haha). And to a great disappointment when he said the contractors and engineers are out of idea to pull out the water. My father says he don’t care, it is not his job to think for the developers. The problem should be settle years ago. And then, how can the husband of that wakil rakyat said, “Maybe you should see the contractors by yourself”. This is something the wakil rakyat should not say. How could he ask us to go see the contractors by ourselves when we elect her to do the job. Got my point here? The elected person asked us to do her job. This is ridiculous. I ~~hate~~ don’t know what to say about my representative.

Show us some professional if you dare to speak about ruling this country. We need proof you are capable of doing jobs. We choose you to solve our problem. Walk your talk.

The God is watching, be reliable of what He had give to you.

These are the things I want to tell

2008-12-03T00:28:00.005+08:00

Yeap, the title says it all. I want to write these up before this but there is no time for me. So, the stories began.

At last, the rains stop. It had been days the rain didn’t stop. Well, since I’m back in Kota Bharu, this is my first day bathing the sun heat. Oh, how I missed the heat in the morning. Well, my house did not affected by the flood, but the road that accessing our house and the world turned into a great swimming pool. Even though the wakil rakyat is living near our house and her house is just before the flooded road, she seems like ‘just ignoring’ the people-who-voted-for-her-‘s problem. This part continues...

Since my makcik went for her hajj trip recently, my parents sent me to my grandparents’ house that my makcik lived with. So, I don’t need to use that flooded water, my car is safe! Hehe.. Luckily, their house has the Internet access, I wont die due to a heavy boring syndrom. Haha. Too bad they don't have Astro, so no football. ~~But being spoilt at grand's is enough to make me a happy person.~~This part too continues..

Chelsea loses again. Too bad they are chasing behind Liverpool this time. Luckily Liverpool just draws in their game. Somehow United manage to climb up into the top four. How surprised I am. Hehe. But no worries, Chelsea will fight back and leads again. We will. This part ends here.

Beautiful Play Is Not Enough

2008-11-27T09:47:00.004+08:00

Again, they only manage to have a draw game. Two draws in two consecutive games is ~~stupid~~ bad. They draw both in English Premier League and Champions League games. What a waste to stay up just watch a boring game. The club claimed they are getting smatter and targets to win whatever league they join in this season, but the result appeared shows no convincing.

I'm crapping about Chelsea's game. Yeap, their game is smart and good, the performance is fantastic, but I am not Roman Abramovich, I don't care about how the game is played. What do I care most are winnings. If you can win, your game is good enough.

To friends and rivals (this is usually refers to Manchester United fans), Chelsea wins this season!

In Dilemma

2008-11-24T00:06:00.003+08:00

Few days ago, I accidently got some money. It’s quite a lot of money, but not that much. Okey, I’m in a big dilemma now. Well, i have a plan with the money, and it is not a wise expenditure. Straight to the point, I’m dreaming of buying sports rim!

Hehe

Should I or shouldn’t I? My parents certainly won’t like this idea. The other option is saving but that won’t make my mind at peace, well it is a guys-most-must-wanted-stuff.

Safe trip all!

2008-11-23T01:38:00.004+08:00

The pilgrimage season is here again. Yesterday I sent my pakcik and makcik to airport for the journey. Hugs and kisses were passed to say good bye. Handshakes were never enough for this separation.

I pray all of Muslims going for hajj is safe and in good condition. I hope they all safe in the whole journey. Let us pray for any unwanted incident never happen in this pilgrim season.

Hey Color Blinders, watch what you pick

2008-11-19T22:23:00.007+08:00

Color blinders should not be yielded from various what-the-world-can-offers. From driving license to education, color blinders were deserted. I am one of the lucky person to have the special chromosome inside my body. Their reason is simple, for the sake of damn safety. Well, I cheated for color blind tests for driving licence and I never break the red traffic lights. I lied when filling for university intake form and applied for Electrical Engineering (which is strict about the colors stuff) and I never blow up the laboratory. So who are 'they' to say us make mistakes while we never do it.

But last morning, I made a very stupid mistakes regarding colors. I lost to my nature's behaviour. I need to admit that color blindness brings hardness. Well, it happens in pump station. Early in the morning, at Caltex.

Blame on my genes, instead of puling the Gold Techron pumper, I picked the Silver one. The Gold's pumper is yellow and silver is red (I hope I'm right with the color information). My brain told me to pick the yellow one, but my eyes said the red one is the yellow. I pumped the red one. Damn, only realize after looking at the market price of the two petrols. I'm filling my car with the cheaper petrol. The cheaper one means bad for my car. The old petrol inside my car tank is mixing with the new one, they are not socially tolerate. Nothing I can do except crying over spilled petrol. My father said it is not good for the car. Taking some advice from SNC forum, they said should be ok if not happen too often. Then there is an advice asking me to finish the petrol quickly. Well sounds great, I can revving through the day and night. And I hope nothing will effect my car too much

Into the league

2008-11-18T14:20:00.004+08:00

If Raya is a time where most of us crazily buying new clothes, well, for last Raya I'm not. (duhh, still talking bout Raya) I bought a new PC! Hehe. It is a home PC, the last one had received severe damages thanks to 5 years long serving us with various entertainments.

This new PC is great, based on AMD Phenom X3 accompanied by nVidia 9800GTx. Now I wonder why I didn't pick up for Phenom X4. The graphic is ok enough for me, well it supports Crysis game. Now I'm in the league with my friends, my computer too can play high graphic games! Yeeaha! By the way, the casing is super great, super cool.

Special thanks to Goldfries.com for helping me in customizing the computer. If you're noob enough for computer customization, do come.

Rolling from Hell

2008-11-18T00:24:00.004+08:00

If you're going to somebody's house and the owner didn't speak at all, that's rude. If you keep going to that house and the owner still be like that, don't be rude, easy, something bad might happened to that man.

For the last one month, if you are ever happen come to my blog and found nothing was updated, I beg for apologise. After Raya holiday ends, my body slipped into well-built-education’s hell. You know, assignments, presentations, projects, it kills.

Then, the hell was upgraded. Examination is up. To make it worst, there is no study week. I only have less than four days to prepare for 5 papers. Well, that’s what I got for procrastinates. Procrastination is a sin, don’t try it at home.

And now, after 3 weeks full of torment, I’m back at home, again. And I bring along some souvenirs from hell. Technically, it sticks into my body. Well, hell did some damaged on my body. I got new sickness in my life. It is so chronic that I didn’t know how to handle this. Straight to the point, I got amnesia!

Yeap, I can’t sleep, I can’t closed my eyes, and my brain can’t stop thinking which stupidly preventing I from sleeping. If I manage to sleep, it only holds for 3 hours, then I’m awake and can’t continue sleeping. I bet you know how it feels when you didn’t have a good sleep and when you blink your eyes, it feels funny, right? Too bad it happens during examination days and I hope I didn’t make too much careless.

If you’re sleepy, stop driving. But do you stop answering question paper if you’re sleepy? Either way kills.

Good Day, Good Spirit

2008-10-05T14:55:00.003+08:00

Well, holiday is almost over. Raya is great. Most of us would say the more you're aging, the lesser you enjoy the Raya, but for me, Raya is always merrier than before. Well, I managed to collect more than RM200 this Raya and at my age, it is something you should ~~brag~~ proud of. Thanks to all of my relatives for the money.

Well, Raya is great, full of happiness. Oh ya, Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Batin to all my friends and bloggers (family was not mentioned as this is a no-no-family-to-read-blog). Though Raya is great, there were no photos will posted in here as I am not a photogenic stuff. Haha.

When my mother told me to use the Raya money in a smart ways which she meant to use it so that everybody can benefits from it, I'm thinking of modifying my Proton Neolah. Hehe. Thanking of upgrading the exhaust system and intake system. Since it is an auto transmission car, so I think I really need that upgrading things because I have some problem when over taking other cars. It revvs so hard and moves only an inch.

Remember about me fall of the motorcycle? Yes, my legs getting better, well only on the skins. No scars, surprised, But, deep inside the knee, I mean at the ligament, it never getting any better. During a bowling game yesterday, the pains getting deepen and harder. After the game, I went for a check at a clinic and they said something is very wrong with the ligament. Worst, they said I may need a physiotherapy stuff. Oh God, that makes me feels like an old man. Physiotherapy at 20 years old, something I never thouht of to be in my history book. However it was not confirmed yet as they asked me to go to the hospital for more details. I hope they're wrong and I'm waiting till the final exam ends for a further check up. Need to bear with this leg.

Well, this evening, I'm going back to Shah Alam, have a full day of classes tomorrow. Too bad, I have a very important presentation at tomorrow's morning and nothing looks prepared. Wish me luck!

Back for Raya

2008-09-27T17:43:00.005+08:00

It had been a while since I hadn't update my blog, again, this same sentences I repeat, I beg for apologize. My leg at a time it seems like it had getting better, but after a great kicking night in futsal court, my leg starts aching again.

Last week is so busy. Need to prepare for 3 projects, 1 presentation materials. It's a totally cruel world. Imagine 3 designation projects were finished in a week. Imagine a big eye bag I've gotten. With the heavily wounded leg, I manage to did it. ~~Compared to those who is healthy and end up doing nothing, I think I'm great!~~ Thanks to wounded leg, I manage to ask my father buy me a Firefly ticket. I can't afford to sit in a 8 hours bus journey. Thank you dad.

Today, I'm going back to my hometown, Kota Bharu Kelantan. Can't wait to be there! Raya is getting nearer but my leg is worsen. I hope I can be there, where everybody prays for Raya prayers. It's a twice a year event and such a waste if I can't join the mass. I hope I can.

ps/ with me getting back at home, hopefully there will be a frequent update for this blog

Laugh cures

2008-09-16T22:46:00.001+08:00

When you’re feeling down, you’re hurt, or whatever that bad comes to your way, what did you do? Do you get mad without any reason? Or do you crying all night long like a baby? Did it help? I bet it is a ‘no’ because I got a better solution.

For the last two weeks, there are so many bad things happen to be in my life. All I do when bad things come to me is laugh. Yes, I laugh when I’m feeling down and hurt. I don’t know why but I’m not crazy to laugh when bad things happen but it really helps me through it. When I played futsal, and used my face to stop a ball from entering my goal, all I can afford was laughing. When I fall from my motorcycle on a slippery road, thank God there are my friends to laugh with me. When I laughed, I don’t feel the pains, but when I want to play the ball again or drive the motorcycle again, the pains starts attacking you. The pains come whenever I stop laughing. Well, like we all read in Reader’s Digest, ‘Laughter, the Best Medicine’.

Well, these two incidents explained why I haven’t blog for a time.

Reaching to the other glorious 2020

2008-09-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

Everybody who lived in Malaysia knows what represent the 2020 numbers. It is the year where we’re aiming to be a modern country. Modern doesn’t mean a flying cars revving throughout the country, but modern means we’re the best in every aspect we’re involve. From the politics, administrative, and education systems, we must always be at the first class. Even our sports also must be the best. By the year 2020, Malaysia is prepared to compete with other big ~~bullies~~ nations such as US, Europe, India, China, and Australia. Well, it’s Wawasan 2020 (Vision 2020) that I speak about.

But, last Friday, my housemates and I are thinking of other vision to quest. The quest was named as Living 2020. Thanks to our Prime Minister, Datuk Seri Abdullah Haji Ahmad Badawi who gave us inspiration for this new vision. During the budget presentation, PM announced that every first RM20 will be paid by government so it is free at first RM20. Before this, Selangor Mentri Besar had announced the first 20 of water will be paid by state government. Seeing the number as cool, we decided to target using water below 20 and try to use electricity as low as possible.

Our first water bill was RM2.85 while the second bill is RM1.05. That was after discount. We are very confident to get a free bill next time. Our first electricity bill was about RM 33 something and it goes a little bit cheaper for another month. Though it looks hard to reach below RM20, but we’ll try to minimise our electricity using. So, don’t say our effort won’t success because we’re very committed with this vision. To make this to a success one, it need more than commitment because management of these two necessities are crucial. So accidentally, it prepares us to success in the year 2020.

Ps/ it is good to start saving during fasting month!

There’s always a dark cloud after a bright one.

2008-08-31T16:17:00.002+08:00

It’s been a while since my last time posting and hopping to others blog. Last 2 weeks were the wackiest week for me. The first week is the holiday one. I’m very busy with family, members, and for myself. So, time for blogging stuff was very limited.

The second week is a week where everything turned into disaster. With the whole holiday I didn’t do any assignment, last week, I spent my days mostly on assignment. Plus, I also had 3 tests last week and I don’t prepare anything for it. So, the result that I got for now, I almost fail my Digital’s test and it is the worst. I was expecting a good mark from Digital subject since it is my favourite subject and mostly I understand the subject very well. But a lot of simple-dimple mistakes make a super duper failing result. The day I got that result is the heart breaking day for me.

Then, come Saturday, which I got 2 tests on this day. Material Science at morning while Signal System on noon, this was a very tiring mentally and physically. Imagine I need to prepare for 3 tests and assignments in a week, I regret not spending the holiday correctly. But now I’m free! Free from tests, and assignments. I’ve finished all and I’m free. Merdeka!

Happy Independence Day and Enjoy the Ramadan!